It's been forever

Some days I just don’t know what the hell is going on. I have been at a stall pretty much a standstill for almost a month. I’m down about 84-85 lbs since my first consult, 74-75 since my pre-op appointment a couple days before surgery.

I feel like I’m going to be the first person that screws up the surgery. I really can’t say that I eat bad sometimes I can eat sometimes I can’t. A support website I go to a lot of people seem to think that I’m not taking in enough calories when I work out and that is making my body hold on to every last calorie I take in. I’m seriously considering going on a liquid diet for a couple days to see if that triggers my body to start adjusting again.

This week I haven’t made it to the gym not because I’m a loser but because I’ve had a horrible tummy pain since Saturday night. It has gotten a lot better but it’s still there in some shape way or form.

So that is all that is happening with that at the moment. Sometimes I wonder if the surgery was worth it then I think back just 4 months ago at how unhappy with myself I was. I’m so much happier clothes are fitting and some clothes I can’t wear because they are too baggy like my favorite jeans are a no longer can wear. Some of my t-shirt are huge on me but I still wear them because we all know me and baggy clothes. I’m just not comfortable wearing form fitting stuff yet.

Well Saturday I am going to start hitting the gym, Dieter is going to show me how to use the leg machines at the gym and we will go from there. I’m going to do 1 hour of cardio a day at least 5 days a week minimum and try to lift weights every other day. Dieter is going to help me out with a plan.. So here is to getting my ass moving again.

Well it’s that time Dieter is texting me about going to go put gas in the vehicles so I’m outta here for now..

Stay Tuned!!

I will take some pictures maybe this weekend I just hate having to fix my hair and makeup just to take a couple of pics!!

Luvs to those that are actually reading this..

Tommie =)